Depression: Well, after a little exchange with my doctor, we're trying an increased dosage. So far, no truly dark days or breakdowns and I can pull myself back from negative thoughts a bit easier. I worry, though, that it may also be keeping me a little... hmm... "floaty" comes to mind - less able to focus/commit to doing a thing. That's hard to quantify and confirm, though. Hmm... Reading: I have a few books on my "to read" list, though I find myself reluctant to start in on them. I received The Dragons of Babel along with The Iron Dragon's Daughter, but after reading the latter I'm not sure I want to read the former. Certainly, if it's the same level of aimlessness and depressive squandering of a character and setting, I'm not up to that right now. The latest (final?) book of the Lightbringer series has been available for a while, but I've been hesitant to pick it up. I've generally enjoyed the series and characters, but as i...
This afternoon, I had a dream I'd found a blind guy working shovelling coal into a furnace deep under a building. He also did incredible art using that coal on a lot of surfaces. So, I showed people his art in photos, and there was enough demand that he could quit that job, return to the surface, and be with his family, doing coal etchings. Considering he was blind, his work was pretty damn impressive. I wound up doing a news report on him, and his impending trip to China - he also knew enough to do stage magic, and wanted to learn more, so he was going to China with his family - with the money he was earning from his sketches. I came out of this feeling quite accomplished - I'd helped someone to rejoin their family and have the freedom to explore. :)
ReplyDeleteWell, that's better than waking up feeling like zombies are coming after you, yep.
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