That would be Not My Sandbox Syndrome, a label I'll ascribe here to a psychological reluctance to mess with things not of one's own creation. It came up recently in some conversations that I don't "run" much on FurryFaire. A couple scenes in sequence with very little plotline and involving only a PC or two? Sure, I do that maybe a couple times a week. Any longer continuity, any wider influence on the setting, and I pretty much skip it. Why? A lot of reasons, actually, some of which I may discuss in most depth later. Inspiration is fleeting and fickle - I can't just conjure up applicable ideas at will, but its easier to manage in this area if there are other things going on to play off of. Time can be tricky - I have had numerous scenes fall by the wayside because when I was interested in pursuing them people weren't around or something else required my attention. My GMing skills, especially online, have waned - I have enough trouble wrangling two or ...
This afternoon, I had a dream I'd found a blind guy working shovelling coal into a furnace deep under a building. He also did incredible art using that coal on a lot of surfaces. So, I showed people his art in photos, and there was enough demand that he could quit that job, return to the surface, and be with his family, doing coal etchings. Considering he was blind, his work was pretty damn impressive. I wound up doing a news report on him, and his impending trip to China - he also knew enough to do stage magic, and wanted to learn more, so he was going to China with his family - with the money he was earning from his sketches. I came out of this feeling quite accomplished - I'd helped someone to rejoin their family and have the freedom to explore. :)
ReplyDeleteWell, that's better than waking up feeling like zombies are coming after you, yep.
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