New week and second thoughts

Is it a bad sign when you wake up after a weekend from a dream in which you chose not to go to work that day and love it? How about if you find yourself thinking, after your morning shower, your previous job may actually be better over the long haul?

It got me thinking I might actually want to get my position in the production department back the next time it's available. It was stressful at times and I worked late once in a while, but I was never called in on the weekends or a day off. I'd be more likely to get a larger raise there with someone who actually does reviews and appreciates good work (as opposed to my position now where I have only upper management-types above me that just say "Is it that time again? Here's your three percent"). I would rather not interact more with the advertising manager, but as I'm assessing this it actually seems like it might be worth it.

I don't know... If there were the opportunity right now, I'd feel guilty for taking it. I'd be leaving David in a rough spot without a second tech. But then, it's not available now either. It's still very odd to think about.

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