Another year

Backdating a bit...

Yep, the movie was probably the highlight of my birthday, which is not to say anything bad really happened, but the rest of the day was... hmm... lackluster. It's not surprising when I don't even know what I want, short or long term.

And Sunday proved quiet as well. With the Super Bowl on, AW canceled guild missions in GW2, and our ARIN leader wasn't feeling up to things, so I barely even logged into the game over the weekend. I was antsy for something to do/play and ended up reloading Valkyria Chronicles, which I played about halfway through five years ago, but never finished. I'm sort of remembering why. As much as I like tactical games and the story has a certain charm, it's a bit of a slog to get through things.

Overall, the weekend offered a lot of time to think and reflect, and that usually isn't a good thing in that way. Definitely the lowest point in the last couple weeks - I daresay depressing. Hmm. Not the lowest I've been in recent memory, but it brings a couple thoughts to mind. One: medication isn't always a full fix for a condition. Two: it may still have helped and/or the dosage may need to be adjusted. It's really hard to judge what's "better" or "worse" as far as moods, when they're not all the same to begin with.

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